I'll - leads to words of mine. "I" means myself as an individual, I am important, thus I is capitalised.
Love - leads to posts. "Love" in actual fact is just a word, it does not exist in RL =x.
you - leads to links. *YOU* have appeared in my life =)
Forever - leads to tagboard. What really is 'forever'?
Promises - leads to my profile. "Promises" exist to be cherished and believed.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
I think.. I've fallen for her.. >.< i knew it already..
i miss her.. i regret not having optimal use of my time with her.. so much time.. and damn dumb me..
i wanna play pangya with her again..
i wanna tell her how i feel towards her..
i wanna cherish her and abandon all thoughts of fear this time..
so little time left.. i may never get to meet her again..
and yet she matters so much to me..
3:26 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
Sunday, September 24, 2006
had a very memorable day on friday.. love that day.. =D won't be able to forget that day easily.. xD
i miss both of them.. will write a poem for them.. for being such great friends..
3 of my py friends read my blog.. argh.. i feel as though im really self-conceited.. wth.. cause i said my py quite pro le =.=
haiz.. dunno what to say also.. my parapara sux.. friday went to play.. every game ended with a fail..
6:00 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
Friday, September 22, 2006
where to begin blogging? theres so much to say.. so little that im willing to type.. so little that i can remember.. so little to show..
how high is the possibility that this post will not be seen by anyone? =/ unless i camouflage with another post soon..
One note to begin, (jw i agree with u).. no one knows whether we will live to our next birthday.. let's cherish life from now on.. and the one we love.. do not let go of anyone important to us.. whoever u are in love with.. confess to that person.. ask for a chance from that person to let u try to win his/her heart.. do not regret ur actions in future.. whether regretting not looking that person up, or winning that person over..
last friday.. i was so disappointed.. ah well.. as the saying goes.. "disappointed pangs of love"..
i had my own kind of pick-me-up.. well what happened was.. i stayed in school.. waiting for her.. the whole week.. i had been planning on how to ask her out.. i didnt ask her eventually.. she hates me =( but my disappointment.. i cannot kid myself.. i believe im gonna change my blog song very soon.. perhaps after this post? xD
i went shopping.. i went dobby ghaut to play pangya and para para... i need the same kind of pick-me-up today.. will be going amk for para soon.. last fri.. i thought of Wen.. a song in para para was played.. and i just had to think of Wen.. my mood was brought down further..
im LordLoveless.. i wont fall in love that easily anymore. i got a metal heart. but why do i have a soft spot for everyone, guys and girls.. who has been in my life before i became so hard-hearted!?
i made 2 more new friends.. they are darn nice people.. i dun even know whether i really treat them as friends leh.. i dun think i deserve to have anymore friends.. and the fact that i have to question myself repeatedly whether they are my friends.. this alone is proof of a weak friendship.
went to take neoprint with them yesterday.. those photos are the best gifts i have received from friends for a long time -- memories..
Helen is right.. im too sentimental..
my maid is leaving =o october 1st.. she's been working in my place since i was 2 years old.. thats like.. 16 yrs.. i wonder if i will be sad.. she's a pathetic maid.. she no longer cooks because 15 yrs of her cooking is bad enough.. and she almost never does anything right..
i never wanted to love "her".. i didnt even want her to know.. why did people have to tell her.. argh.. guys cannot cry.. i wont cry.. i'll let it all out in the arcade.. ARGH! prelims are screwed.
2:48 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
its 5th of Sept, time to really start placing emphasis on my education.. which is what i plan to do from now on...
i believe as i start studying..gradually it will be all that i do.. i haven really been studying hard.. in actual fact.. just appearing offline on msn and playing games most of the time..
oh well... have always wanted to blog.. but theres simply so much.. like.. going out for coffee with Jing Wei.. chatting about things ranging from books to games and then to girls.. =x
One clear memory includes the Boy's Brigade Reunion Company Dinner 59th Anniversary..
I wore formal -.-" with a tie, and made a fool out of myself. Well, nevertheless, it was very fun.. and no.. i wont say i wont forget that night.. but well.. its just that.. i have more important things on my mind.. and i hated -her- after the dinner.. as i realised she doesnt mind giving her number nor making friends with anyone else except me..
im quite pro in Pangya.. above average. but well its time to stop.. studies first.. too much PY can get boring.. < hopefully it applies to me right now.
Teachers' Day.. school sucked.. raining, cross-country cancelled. Didnt get to see many friends.. she didnt talk to me... but.. i had the last glance of her for 10 days.. 10 days without seeing me.. she must be happy..
later in the evening, saw Sandy with KaiLing and Cheryl at J8.. not very pleased with the kind of act Sandy gave me... oh well.. i'll not bother.. i'll just do my Os well.. =)
ok.. time to log out.. one can probably find me at junction 8 interchange Macs studying, i supposed..
1:04 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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