Wednesday, February 24, 2010
dear blog...
i hate myself..
i really do... i really do... why...
i really hate myself..
9:56 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Thursday, July 02, 2009
my little secret, actually I am an emo kid every night.
12:41 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Monday, January 12, 2009
BSC (Business Services Centre) is a stopover in my Teaching Enterprise Project (TEP). So far it is still enjoyable, but daily 9am - 5.30pm. Have to reach on the dot.
Today I'm sent to Northview Secondary School to advise students and persuade them to choose NYP.
I live in Yishun, right in front of Northview -.-
so as a result, in the morning I had to go to school, about 1.15pm set off for Northview, then return to NYP at 3.45pm =/
then go back during evening again -.- tmd so mafan..
today I'm quite sad, because a group of people.. see me then decide not to walk my way.. I monster ar? =( There's no mistake in that situation.... zzz..
9:25 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
I have so much to pen, that instead of one long post, I'm now breaking it into 2 long posts :)
In fact so much to pen that I have delayed it for so many days already. Of course, the memories are vague compared to how fresh they were a few days ago. Even now I feel like sleeping early for a change(its 1.23 am now, I usually sleep at 7am for months already..).
I have packed my things, and have even moved to Yishun already. the thing is, so many things, brings back memories of primary school, secondary school.. all to my mind. Thursday (27th November) was good. Enjoyed myself in school for some reasons, but ate something wrong, still ill till now, diahorrea and vomiting, spoilt my Friday outing with my classmates(brothers). They are brothers because they truly care for me and can always be relied on. Moved toYishun from Bishan on 29th November, ill, tired, but no choice. All that was on my mind at this time, was the dreading of a wordpress closing..
for now, I don't like the location nor my bed. thinking back, when I lived in a condo I was able to position myself so that the moon light will be clearly shone on my face. While I lived in Bishan, I was unable to do that because the ceiling is low, as well as many HDB blocks blocking the moon from shining through my window. Now, I probably cant even see the sky. My bed has changed, now super single... I slept on a Kings' for 19 years..
1st December, I went back to school for lunch, then to Thomson Plaza to check for prices of sunflowers.. then I went back to the condo and snapped many pictures.. The place brought lots of memories seeing as I lived there throughout my Primary school life.. in addition all the things I packed (photos of primary level), only brought to consciousness, my memories of primary school.
I walked the long way out to the backgate of the condo, which was common for me when I got promoted to Secondary difficulty of education. No matter how, I used to complain often that I had to travel such long distances whenever I leave house. At least the house in Bishan was right beside the bus stop. Now in Yishun, I have to travel to interchange//MRT station before moving on to my destination. So many schoolwork papers I had to clear up, at least 3 full big boxes of paper went to the recycle bin :)
Thats why I can safely say, alot of memories are now conscious to me. Right now last holiday in poly =( I've been going back to school very often.. but now i live in Yishun, so difficult to get to school..
9:22 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Friday, November 21, 2008
The soil in which I used to write with a narrow branch has gone, now covered with a thick mush of green blades.
Let bygones be bygones, they will never change.
Let past grudges be past, they are history.
Let all anger subside, it's been so long..
Let all promises made, be buried with the past.
I have fulfilled my promise by returning 3 years later. The promise of 3 years will no longer be a burden in my life.
I made a promise 3 years ago.. its all in my previous blog I believe, and though that blog still exists, it will still remain buried. It was only after I made that promise, that this blog came into existence. So I believe no one will remember that promise. :)
Looking forward to my life ahead.
7:58 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
no essay, but there's....
Being there in times of need,
Reason not required in any deed.
Over the times, things may seem strange,
True friendship is not affected by any change.
Hypocrisy in fellowship is absent,
Every true brotherhood will not be evanescent.
Raconteurs speak in abundance of brotherhood,
Soloers would never have understood.
can guess the title? :)
8:17 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
A teacher like you is what we need,
to guide us through in all that we'll meet.
Every lesson of yours seem so casual,
yet every effort from you makes us special.
we wrote all these with sincerity as our pen,
our class will work, as hard as we can :)
This was written by me on graduation ceremony during Secondary school period.
Was packing my stuffs since I'm moving house soon. I don't miss my Secondary school days, although I saw some heartwrenching letters. :p
HuiJia (Poly classmate for year 1) casually mentioned how nice it would be if we were able to do projects together again.. Then I saw the long report we did for Effective Writing Skills, I was reminded of that Sunday, we rushed through together to edit as much as we could.. That day Sabrina had music lessons, and the other 2 guys MIA. In the end, Monday i skipped lecture alone just to compile and edit all grammar errors. =/
However if given another choice, or.. well.. in the future.. Hope still got chance to do projects together :) For all you know, they might change the system and randomly pair students for final year project =x
Tomorrow I will post one essay I wrote at a young age! wahahaha
1:23 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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